i'm tired!!!
i have just finished 3 papers today and i am deadbeat. To study for the last 3 papers, i onli slept for like 2 hours yesterday nite. And now, my parents asked me to go for tuition 6 to 8! Siao! I never sleep yesterdae...I am damned tired. Just becoz i watch the cartoon i borrowed from feli, they expect me to have the energy to attend class. i am tired okie. Can you please spare a thought for me? No matter what you say, i am not going to attend dis tuition. Dun make me pon this tuition. i am tired. I wanna sleep. Please let me do so!
Its all their fault. My whole sat is busted. What go out to the computer fair. Have you all spared a thought for me? I have 3 papers! Not one! But 3! Now i wanna rest and sleep you all also dun let. I am not god you noe.
I hate this family. Why must all of you fight everydae. What want to split up. this time, i will say, go ahead! Go ahead and split up den. I dun need you. I dun need a father nor a mother. Anywae, she;s not my mother and he never really done his part well. When he comes back from china, he onli noes how to fight with her. And she, she will alwaes never learn how to give way. If i have my own family in the future, i will never ever fight in front of my kids nor be angry with my husband for small little things like deciding where to eat. Hey, you over protective of Jomin and you, over protective of Jessie. Can both of you stop it anot? Its stupid.
Causing more problems to me. We are not a normal family. It sucks. I am begining to hate this family. To say the truth, when i ran away from home to nanny house, when i slept in the house, it was the onli time dat i felt that it was the real thing i wanted. Warmth. People actually cared about you, asking abt your sch and solving problems.
So to the both of you, what the hell you noe about me? WHat the fuck you noe about me? Do you noe dat it is onli a house to me and not a home. I dun feel warmth. I dread to go home. I have no choice but to go home. I am tired. I am stressed.
Being parents, all of you failed! Failed to recognise dat i am in pain. Failed to recognise that i am suffering. Failed to recognise that my character is changing. My character sucks now. I hate to do anything. I hate practically everything. I hate all of you. I love being alone. i love being in the house alone.
The way you decorated my room sucks! Its is all brown in colour. Do you know that brown is like pressing me down under giving me no space to move nor breathe. It is so moody dat is just makes me feel inferior all the time. It makes me introvert and moody. I have no mood at all. If i dun have the mood, how can i even study? I am tired. Dun force me. Dun force me...
I hate you..All you need is to remember to supply me with money and a roof to hide and i will be contented. I dun need ur love. It is not love at all. Stop fighting coz it is disturbing and it is torturing me.
I can't breathe
Its all their fault. My whole sat is busted. What go out to the computer fair. Have you all spared a thought for me? I have 3 papers! Not one! But 3! Now i wanna rest and sleep you all also dun let. I am not god you noe.
I hate this family. Why must all of you fight everydae. What want to split up. this time, i will say, go ahead! Go ahead and split up den. I dun need you. I dun need a father nor a mother. Anywae, she;s not my mother and he never really done his part well. When he comes back from china, he onli noes how to fight with her. And she, she will alwaes never learn how to give way. If i have my own family in the future, i will never ever fight in front of my kids nor be angry with my husband for small little things like deciding where to eat. Hey, you over protective of Jomin and you, over protective of Jessie. Can both of you stop it anot? Its stupid.
Causing more problems to me. We are not a normal family. It sucks. I am begining to hate this family. To say the truth, when i ran away from home to nanny house, when i slept in the house, it was the onli time dat i felt that it was the real thing i wanted. Warmth. People actually cared about you, asking abt your sch and solving problems.
So to the both of you, what the hell you noe about me? WHat the fuck you noe about me? Do you noe dat it is onli a house to me and not a home. I dun feel warmth. I dread to go home. I have no choice but to go home. I am tired. I am stressed.
Being parents, all of you failed! Failed to recognise dat i am in pain. Failed to recognise that i am suffering. Failed to recognise that my character is changing. My character sucks now. I hate to do anything. I hate practically everything. I hate all of you. I love being alone. i love being in the house alone.
The way you decorated my room sucks! Its is all brown in colour. Do you know that brown is like pressing me down under giving me no space to move nor breathe. It is so moody dat is just makes me feel inferior all the time. It makes me introvert and moody. I have no mood at all. If i dun have the mood, how can i even study? I am tired. Dun force me. Dun force me...
I hate you..All you need is to remember to supply me with money and a roof to hide and i will be contented. I dun need ur love. It is not love at all. Stop fighting coz it is disturbing and it is torturing me.
I can't breathe
